Baby, say the words and we'll just disappear.

Never really wanted things to turn out this way. Too many things are weighing on my mind and the least I expected you to do was to be there(yes, you were there. am i making any sense) and not fall asleep. I know you had a long tiring day at work and I can’t help being a bitch. I was never understanding to begin with and I’m pretty much unreasonable. And even if you claim that I am not and you have your qualms about it, it won’t change a single bit because I know myself best. Sometimes I really want to share it with you but I just can’t find the right words to bring the message across. Tonight, I just want to be left alone. Can I?

I hate every particular thing that I do. I hate myself when I am in the very-very-very-spoiled-state. I hate my not-so-understanding-ness. I hate my irrational behaviour. I've come to realise that it was all my fault from the start. From the time we fall out with each till now, its my mistake.

I'm exhausted.

I really shouldn’t be such a bitch at times.