Leaving in 2days time. Sighs.


Pictures, says it all.


Sisters.

Elel and i. =)

messed up.

nightlife.

meet the parents.

view from the top.



Thats all. Rather lazy to update. Blahhhh.


Am i not important ?

Sun rays won't help me find the reason why you disappeared out of my sight. I only hope all that moments won't be lost like tears in the rain.

Kkkkkk. I'm leaving for malaysia in the afternoon. Sighs. Reluctant to go thou. Yesterday, had christmas gift exchange programm. We went changi village to have our dinner at a restaurant called 'Jacob'. Yah, if i never remember wrongly. All those fun filled times spent with them. Hmmm. Headed over to the beach after. Took photo and the wind is blowing very strongly. It messed out hair. Lol. So here are the photos.










Closing my eyes i can see how life flows in time, without conceding. Almost any attention to the living beings who unwillingly adapt their lifes to its unexpected strokes. Despite i try not to fear at this sight, when i open my eyes i see again, in the air of time, still flowing without end. Additional laughs, tears & unspoken thoughts.

Ily.

Genting trip would be like in 3days time. I so don't look forward to it. These few days, it has been raining cats and dogs. Rahhhhhhhhh! I like this kind of weather but! It sucks too cause there's difficulty going out. So i'm thinking whether to bring a brolly out with me later. So funny la, carrying one brolly around town. Time to go prepare myself. Blahhhhhhhhhh. I hate you! Hmpf.

Didn't had the thought that i could make it to sec 5 ?! I didn't really study so yahhhh. I'm surprised. Heh. I'm glad i did la. =) Tml christmas shopping! Gonna shop for christmas present. Towning with hilda! Yupppp. Thats all.


Life sucks.

I'm afraid. Trying not to think about it. Where are you!? Sighs.

Chua chua said she miss me! (refer to her blog) Lol. I'm so honoured. Blah. =)

Tomorrow will be collection of results. I'm scared stiff. Sighs. Prepared for the worst ? Maybe. Its hard for me to blog here, since so many people are reading. Oh well. Goodbye.


Because you can spend your whole life analaysing, justifying, quantifying and dividing till there's nothing at all.

I will never know what the future brings. But I know you are here with me now and we will make it through the ups and downs. And I hope you are the one that I share my life with. Alright, so that marks the first paragraph.

When i look back at my blog archives, i really miss those times. We use to be so happy. Blahhhhhh. Whatever it is, its already over.

Now, a new chapter begins.
I'm going out later with my sisters and cousin. Parents aren't in singapore. I enjoyed myself yesterday. =) Met chua chua and ht at tamp inter first. Then we went to have our lunch. Went Ikea with the boy. Haha.

Sighs. I love you.

00:21.

caught open season with littleboy yesterday. it was hilarious. =)

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love i found in you
I'll be forever thankful dear.
You're the one who held me up.
You're the one who saw me through through it all.


I'm everything i am because you loved me.



I didn't mean to fall in love with you.

Rarrrr. Yesterday went school with the little boy at 10plus in the morning. Deprived of sleep. Lol. And i met chua chua and tor tian again. They two always bully me la, at least eileen's better. Lol. Liting came after and had breakfast cum lunch. And we headed to the lib. Too engrossed playing eileen's psp ? Haha. Stayed there till 4plus. Went home with the little boy. In between there was something funny happened. Lazy to say. Bahhhhhhhhhhh. At night went lp with my mum. Had fun yesterday ? =)


Say goodbye.

I feel pretty. =)

Met hilda lee at her house there. And we cabbed to tamp. Bought cereal choc for si mun. But she's not working today. -.- So i gave it to sharon instead. Shall get it for her another day. Its rather ex thou. Rarrrr. Had pasta mania for lunch. And walked around. Bought a necklace for lala. =) Better be appreciated. Slack at starbucks, java chip! Lol. Saw lingling and she came to talk to me. She is ridiculous. I swear i hate talking to her. Arghhh. Home sweet home after. My hair is now very very flat. But mummy said its not bad. =) & i'm satisfied enough.


Thanks for letting me feel loved again.

If only .. i could erase those mistakes i've made.


8th dec - spent the day out with my gfs over at bugis. it was tye's birthday. so as ble's. =) had sakae. and left around six plus. train to bedok with deb, daph and derr. see all the 'd's. laughs. headed to tp to meet tor tian and chua chua! they brought me to their school lib. ok la, that was like 8plus already ? no one's there, i mean got lah. a few only. and the tor tian complained that she was hungry! so we headed down to tamp inter. had kfc. they keep making me la! -.- i swear i'm not going to meet them anymore. hahah. kidding. those two idiots send me home. and up on the bus, i saw cherlle. surprised. =) ok la. they all made my day!

9th & 10th dec - working.

my last day was yesterday ? i'm out of that place. =) kkkkk. i'm going out alone later to do my hair nice nice. laughs. =x

you're captivating smile captured my heart and left me in a trance.




rash, impulsive ? hmmmm.

Sighs. I'm sick! =( Before i even met fuddy, my stomach hurts like fark. And when i met fuddy i feel like vomiting. -.- Forced to go home, but i seriously didn't want. So headed to changi v. And ... i started giving out cold pesperiation. Cabbed home and plong onto the bed. Woke up by my dad, and headed to see the doctor. I'm having gastric flu. Sighs! Its worst to puke out what i ate. Fark. =( heading down to tamp to collect my pay tml. Sighs! =(((((((

Early morning and i got woken up by elsie. Thanks ar. Woke the girl up. Bathe and watched tv. Sighs! Borinnnnnng! Went to meet the girl which is Jaypee. She is one troublesome girl luhhh! She said she was hot so i had to walk back to get tissue. She said the coffee was bitter so i had to walk back to get coke. Lol. How i wish i can smack her. Kidding! =) Pasta for breakfast cum lunch ?!! Haha. It was nice la. Thanks arrrr. It was scorching hot and we decided to hit the playground for shelter. And took plenty of photos. -.- SIXTY plus shots ?! LOl. Madness. Walk her to the bus stop and i went home. I'm going out again later. To wait for fuddy!! Hahahha.

I had a great time yesterday! =) Met hilda and melody on train first. And they happen to see mable. I miss her luhhhh! =) So we headed to starbucks to find the rest. Walked around. Debrah left at around 5. So we went to cafe cartel to eat. Since i'm super hungry! Rhoda came along after. Hahahaha. They presented me with a slice of cake ok. So touched! =x And went walking around and taking photos. =) Thanks for eveything people. You guys made my day! Loves. Anyway, met sweets after that. Yeah.

















They all are my love. =)

Thanks to those who wished me, very lazy to reply. Heheheh. Loves!

I've been working from tuesday till thursday. Tired. I don't have my pay yet! So damn pissed la! Argh. Anyway, yesterday met the girls. Hilda and rhoda! Waited for hilda at bedok and we trained. Headed to suntec first cause hilda want to change her polo tees. And had lunch at pasta mania. After which we walked to marina square. I bought 2 topshop top la! Sighs. Haha. And we bus to parkway after. Went to look for rhoda tye! Lol. Waited for her to end work. Went banquet to have dinner. And home sweet home. I reach home like 11plus 12. My father gave me hell. Haha. Nice catching up with them luhhhh. I'm going out sooonn.. like to town with the girls?! Hmmm.


I appreciate everything you've done. =) Thanks sweets.

Sighs. All my fault! I can't find any reasons, for the change in me. All happened too sudden. I don't know what to say, all i can say is that i'm sorry. Why ain't i the old me ? Sighs.

Who will be there for me when i'm down.
Who will be there to listen to all my deepest inquisitions.
Who will be there to love me, unconditionally.
Who will lend me a shoulder to cry on ?
Arghhhh! I want to free myself. Whenever i'm about to forget you, you would just message me! And ... i'm back at square one again! Again and again!


I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life i had before.

Omg. I just realise elel is farking cute. Laughs. Got this from my sister's blog.




Too bad luh didn't went to her concert. Was out with fuddy. Haha! Anyway, i can't wait for 1st december! I'm going to rebond my hair with the company of hilda lee. She's the best la! Wonder why i'm so excited. Hmmm. And 2nd dec towning with her and who else ? Haha. I wanna buy plenty of things! Did i say yesterday fuddy gave me a special delivery. I find it extremly sweet. Simun they all were like teasing me. -.- Ah, whatever. Work work work! Tuesday, wednesday, thursday. FAINTS. But mr manager clarence is nice to me, he gave me many off days. Haha. Boreddd!

This goes out to someone that was once important person in my life. I didnt realise that at that time i could forgive myself for the way i treated you, so i don't really expect you to forgive me. I don't even know, just listen. You're the one that i want, the one that i need. When i first saw you i knew it was real. I'm sorry about the pain i made you feel, that it wasn't me. I remember when i first looked into your eyes it was like, i was there heaven in the sky. I wore a disguise cause i didn't want to get hurt, but i didn't know i made everything worse. You told me we were crazy in love, but you didn't care when push came to shove. If you loved me as much as you said you did, then you wouldn't have hurt me like i ain't around. Now you push me away like you never even knew me. I love you with all my heart. I guess you forgot all the times that we shared together. Now i can't believe that our loves torn apart. Sighs. Your name is forever planted in my brain. Our first day seemed so magical. I remember all the times i had with you. Remember when you first came to my house, you looked like an angel. And i do miss you still. I just thought we weren't meant to be together. I guess now we will never know. The only thing i want is you to be happy or rather if you're with me or without me. I just want you to be happy.

Sighs!

Sighs. Went to meet clarence and sabrina yesterday. Apparently, cheryl said she will come later(try), but she didn't. Laughs. Slack at west plaza coffee shop. If i'm not wrong its west plaza. Can't remember. People tend to mix clarence chua and clarence tan together huh. -.- Whatever it is. It was nice talking to them. Headed to sabrina's house after that. Her mum's nice. (: Slack there for a while and home sweet home. I'm going to rebond my hair, soooooooooon!


My smile is sweeet! Laughs. =x

Finally i get a day off!! Farking exhuasted. Today si mun called me to go work, but i rejected. I need a break, seriously. Apart from that, i also don't feel good. ): Sigh! Yesterday had work, from afternoon till i end work i was doing stickers. Stickers!? Arranging the stickers so tough la! It took me 6hours doing that? Lol. So i went to look for my mother that. I went to buy sushi from sakae. (: And home sweet home.

Sunday.
Had work too. Sigh! ): But there was 5people in the shop. So is absolutely a slack! Jackie and i were like always sitting in the store, eating snake. Haha. =x After work went to watch movie with cheryl they all. They didn't tell me it was a horror flick ?! -.- Went home after which is like 11plus 12 !?

Monday.
Lets see what i did on monday. I went to work and worked ot. Yeah. Because we still got plenty of stocks to do. After which mr manager clarence chua send me home. (: Oh and i met the clique for lunch. It was melmel's birthday. (: We had pizza hut. Anyway, i enjoyed myself with them though its only for 2hours. Heheheh.

Tuesday.
Work again, when i'm not suppose to work. Cherlle couldn't make so i took over her. After work i met a friend. Had dinner together. And home sweet home.





I wish to forget you!


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I realise many people view my blog. Okay whatever. Been hanging out with ah zai and clarence lately. I also dont know why! Faints. Yesterday was out with them again, we went to watch step up. The show not bad la! Watchable. Hahah. And we went to meet someone, which i do not like to see her face. There's work tml! Sigh! Never mind la, tml will be slack because clarence is working! LOL. =x Ok. I'm going town later with my family. My mother just don't want to buy that adidas watch for me. -.- She say its childish! Wtf ?! Lol. She then childish ar. Hmpf! Hahahahah.

I just realise something, 17 more days and its my birthday! :D And i'm getting my pay in like 14days time. Sighhhhh. I know its still long, but! ... Lol. Hilly they all now at town. ): They're gonna watch step up. Grrrrrr. I want to watch! Lol. But anyway, i'll still be watching it with someone. Hurrr. A mysterious person. Hmmmm. Ask me who i'm dating out. Hahahahahahahah. Bored! My death time is drawing nearrrrrrrrr.


Isn't it lovelehhh. Grrrr.

Okay, yesterday was a tiring day! I'm going to be so dead at night. Arghhh. Damn my farking sister. Worked till 8. And went open plaza with jackie and candy. Lol. They kept saying i was stupid. -.- ! I guess i was, last time. Didn't felt like going home so someone accomapanied the whole night. Ok lets name that someone, abc. Lol. =x So went loyang point with abc. And we talk till around morning. See thats what i meant by i'm going to get killed tonight. Slack at the car park. Aiya, i reach home around 2plus. Big sigh! But anyway, it was nice talking to ____. Cause i enjoyed myself too. (:

And another thing, i hate you so much. and i still got no idea why am i thinking about you. big sigh again!

my maid is irritating me!!


wo zhi dao ni wo dou mei you cuo. zhi shi wang le zhe meh tui hou.

I don't know if i've made the right decision a not. Because, you're still on my mind every now and then. Your smell still lingers on my bed. At this rate, i'll go crazy. ARGHHHHHHHHHH. I hate the way things are like now! Someone just enlighten me. I'm very very very extremly unhappy.

Staying at home bores me to death. Send elsie to school today morning. -.- Had mac for breakfast! Didn't manage to finish it, cause i had no appetite. ): Wanted to go catch a movie with hilly, but she has tuition. In the afternoon somemore. Sad. Never mind. I'll still be going out! Hahahaha. To have dinner with 'fairy god father' + his gay friend. LOL. =x Ok, i'm so boredd noww. I need some entertainment. There's work tml, wed, thurs and sat. Ahhhhhhhhhh.


p/s : someone just please tell me where i can engrave zippo. ):

You love someone, you've to let the person go.
Therefore, i'll let you go.



My manager came over to my house just to pass my rooster to me. What good services he does. Lol. -.- My mother just kept talking to him. Like wtf. Make me no face! Fairy god father is entertaining me, he claims he is one fairy god father. Make me want to puke only. Haha. I'm super bored now. Sigh!

Because, I can see us holding hands. Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand. I can see us on the country side. Sitting in the grass laying side by side. You can be my baby. Girl you amaze me.

I'm a happy child now, hopefully. :D

I've kept myself busy on friday and saturday. Friday, i went changi airport with my parents to send juliet home. Went home, rest for awhile, went tampanies mall with my mother. Had jack place for my breakfast cum lunch. And headed down to the bank to open an account. Went to look for them at starbucks after. We went to buy the dye and bus to daphne's house! Haha. I bought natural ash colour i guess. Amanda is my hairdresser. Lol. I must say only my fringe is obvious. Cause hilda lee, went to squeeze the whole thing on my fringe. -.- As in literally squeeze, the dye dropped onto my shorts. Lol. Went back to tamp with hilda cause i wanna buy something. Yeah. And home sweet home after.

Saturday. I went to work, it was a last min thing. Clarence came to fetch me. And my mother went out to talk to him. -.- I finally got my cheque! :DD

ting mama de hua.

I'm back from sherie's house. I had meesua for lunch, maybe i had no appetite thats why i took so long to eat one bowl of meesua. Haha. Went home at 3plus 4 because my mother claims that i must be at home as the computer guy is coming. And it started raining like fark. Thought of running home, but my mother sure kpkb one la. So i ask juliet to bring brolly out. Hee. In the end, i did nothing at home, the guy din even teach me anything. Argh. And my mum left to vivocity with my dad. I'll be dying my hair tml! Dark purple or caramel brown ? I'm still deciding. Juliet is going home tml. And i'm responsible to fetch elsie from school on monday and tuesday. That means i'll get money. Haha. I've got no work from today to sunday. Thats sad. ):

I wanna watch step up!


wo xiang cong lai duo yi ci.

There's work yesterday. We were rather busy la. So i had break, two came in to accomapany me. That is jackie and clarence. We talk talk talk. Lol. Accomapanied jackie to ts. And back to work. Worked till closing. I spolied the mop. =x I was laughing away. -.- Took photos with isabel. LOL. Stayed at the shop till like 11plus12? Suppose to catch movie 'the covenant(sp)' with yimin and her friends. But no seats. So ya. Slack and slack. Went home around 1plus. And i slept at 3! -.- I'm farking bored now. I've lose my voice. ):

I miss your company.


I'm happy when i'm with you. Yesterday, you assured me one thing, the feelings were still there. At least to me. I may not be right. It just feels so good to have you beside me. Heh. I pull myself back when you get crank up. Comforting myself, that its going to be alright. I'm all wronnnnnnnnnnng! Writing to you does help, i always feel much better after writing to you. Silly me. But i guess i should stop writing already.

I excuse myself from work tml. After what happened just now, it really spoils my mood. Went for dinner at one of the hawker centre just with my family. The food really sucks, didn't eat much. And i'm thinking now, what should i do at home tml. What a bad day.

When i got up, i received a message from debrah. Haha. So sweet la! I'll miss you three! Thats definitely a sure thing. Lovelove. (: My parents installed cameras in the house. Thats very lame la. -.- I'm so boreddddddddddd. I need a entertainer. Maybe i'm going tamp later to meet my mother. I wanna rebond + dye my hair! Hilda leeeeee! =x There's work tml. I don't want to goooooooooooooo. Ok. I miss the girl. Haha.

也許妳已經放棄我,也許已經很難回頭. 我知道是自己錯過, 請再給我一個理由說妳不愛我.

Someone tell me why can't i post chinese wordings. -.-

Its greeeek.

Yesterday was great. (: Headed down to cityhall to meet them. And went raffles city to find sherie. Slack at starbucks and i had subway for lunch with hilda. Deciding what we should have for dinner. Had pizza hut for dinner in the end. Present her with a blueberry cheese cake. (: After dinner we all went to sherie's house to play badminton. The shuttle cock just smack right on my cheek. -.- Its ok. Heh. Played till 9 and went to sherie's house to have cake. (: Derr's father sent me home. Thanks ar. (: Lastly, HAPPY SWEET 16th BIRTHDAY to sherie. Ok la, off to work. ):

I'M NOT HAPPY.

I'm drained! I've been working like everday ?! -.- Yesterday, they post me to parkway to work. Working with jesz and mary jane is a fun thing, not. I was totally bored and tired there. Hilda came to visit me. Okay with her sister calista(sp?). We had dinner and got the box. Went back to work and left at 10plus.

I miss tha girl named ym.

Omg la. My head is still spinning. I'm super giddy. Thanks to the family ride, we sat plenty of times ok! Alright. Met hilda first in the morning and when to escape to find debrah, sherie and daphne. It rained thrice or twice ? Slacked at burger king. And we went to play the rides after. Its fun luhhhhhh(with their comapany). (; Worked on monday. Made friends with ai ting. Ahaha. But whats the point la. They transferred her to changi airport to work. =( And tml i'm going to work alone ? Clarence not working too. Sad laaaaaaa! Ok. I so look forward to tml. -.-

p/s : i had fun today!

Will be starting work tml. So i guess i won't blog that frequent anymore. Haha. I'm so scared they'll eat me up. =( And theres one day i'll be working with tyetye at parkway! Lol. Alright. Hilda came over to my house in the afternoon and we bused to bedok. Train to bugis and met up with rhoda tye. She bought her jeans. Shopped around at icon and bugis. Bus back to tanah merah. And decided to go down to tamp with hilly. Bought my earring, had dinner and went home sweet home. I'm very tireeeeeed. Anyway, i had a FUN time with them. All the laughters we had. Lol.

My both arms are aching thanks to the canopy walk i had on friday. Heh. Talk to rhoda and hilda online. They both are really funny. I feel happy talking to them, everytime i would just laugh and laugh at our conversation. I'm crazy. Haha. Jp requested to meet for coffee. In the end, i had to make for her coffee. -.- But ok la, she owe me a meal. Accomapanied her for two hours, be thankful ok ? She entertained me by singing songs. Many many songs. Lol. Tml will be going down to bugis with hilly and rhoda. I can't wait. Grrrrr.

I feel 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone. I feel the same thing always happens when you're gone. And I know you're just around the corner. But just around the corner is not enough.

I'm damn tired! Went to the changi museum today. Super duper boring la! zzZZz. -.- Went back to school, slack in the canteen. And we've got the whole free period after that. Imagine how boring and tired we are. -Whines. Headed to tampines mall after that. Had lunch and went to bug clarence after. Finally able to work after so lonnnnng! -.- Okk. Saw debs, sherie, der and daphne. And we started talking. Haha. Went home after that. I'm TIRED. Tml, ice rock climbing. Heh. =)

Lalalalalaa.

I'm single now and it feels so weird. But i'm glad that we're still as close. Haha.

Alright. Yesterday, cabbed to hilda's house then to rhoda's house. We bus-ed to harbourfront. Had breakfast at macs. The rest all reached already. After which we cabbed in to sentosa, tanjong beach. Played frisbee, volley then monkey. Hit the water next. Rest for awhile then we went to bathe. Took the tram to siloso beach. Had sakae for lunch. One word for it, fab. Heh. Next we took the chairlift up and sat the ludge ride. Super funnnnnn. Had ice cream at bens and jerry. And left to vivocity. I'm going back there! I eye-d on one shirt. Ha. Went to have dinner with hilda and the four went starbucks to slack. Went to find them after we ate. And i reached home at around 9plus thinking that i'll be going to school the next day. Who knows, my stomach hurt again. Therefore i decided not to go school. Haha. I stayed at home the whole day today. Went to see doctor he say i've got gastroentenitis ? Okkkk. I'm going school tml. Cause we'll be going changi museum. Ok. Byebye.

At night i pray, that soon your face will fade away.

So who is going to make me happy?

I hate to face reality.

It just pains me to lose someone who is so special to me. I know sooner or later we have to part. We can't be together forever. But i'm really thankful to you. You picked me up when i was at my weakest. You taught me many many things. Somethings that i was clueless about. You even made the effort to come all the way to my house, even during midnight. Brought congee to my house when i was terribly sick. Accomapany me to sleep or even stay with me during the night. What i wanted, you'll buy for me, give it to me. Vice versa. I didn't play my part being your gf. All i did was keep throwing tantrums at you. Sometimes i restrain myself. And sometimes when i'm sad, angry, i vent it all on you. You, obviously, weren't happy. You let me bite you, hit you when i was sad. I really appreciate it. I won't forgot all the happy moments we had together. I also thought i won't find someone else better after the breakup with her. But i did found one, it was you. You light up my life with brilliant colours. How i whish i can turn back time, but i can't. Whatever it is; You'll always be someone important to me. Sorry for all the hurt caused.

I'm ready for any decision you make.

I can't stop crying! Sigh.
History is going to repeat itself.

Chalet was great.
Day 1
Hilda came over to my house to help me carry the stuffs. We cabbed down to tanah merah. Waited for the rest to arrive. Surprisingly, rhoda was the earliest. Heh. =x We took the shuttle bus to safra resort. Settled down and head to the pool side resturant with hilda and rhoda to have our lunch. Swimming after. Had claypot rice for dinner. Fab. =) Went home with melmel.

Day 2
Headed down to the chalet early in the morning. Went swimming around noon. All sun tanned except rhoda and i. Daphne taught me how to play mahjong. I got the hang of it already. Went bowling and went back to the chalet continue to mahjong. Darl came over after. Went home with her around 8plus. And i went to the playground.

Anyway, i had a fun time there. Can't wait for next tuesday, SENTOSA. =)

I WANT THE PICTURESSS.

1 more paper.

I can't wait for the chalet(10-12th) and tanning at sentosa(17th). Heheheheh.
Grocery shopping on monday! -smiles widely.

Today went for accounts tuition and headed to tm with hilda and rhoda. And one piggy caught my eye. Someone just buy for me please. Haha. The manager will call us next if there is any vacancy. Hopefully there is. Need cash real badly. Heh.
I want to buy three things.
Paris hilton perfume for her.
Annasui secret wish.
Adidas watch.

Ok. Thats bout it. Goodbye.

Love makes the world go round.

5papers down, and 3papers more to go!


You spoiled everything.

Many loves. <3>=3

Skipped school today, and miss heng had to call my father. Like wth! She called all except rhoda tye's mother. Met hilly at bedok poly clinic. Fully packed so we cab to near by school to see doctor. So freaking expensive la! Hilly went to school while i went home. I'm going to meet her later! Haha. 10people din go to school today, that makes 27people left in class. Record breaking. Haha. I shall go watch tv now.

Laters! :)

Its been long since i last blog. =3 Today, i was super tired la. And a stupid nerdy boy tried to touch my hand. I was fast enough to take away my hand. All he did was look at me and blink his eyes frantically at me. Thank god i took my hand away fast, if not i'll just give him one slap across his face. I'm so glad that bus 14 came in time. Haha. I don't want to sit beside a farking sicko' pingyi sec boy. He is sick in his brains. -.- After school, went for accounts tuition. Mrs chia came to pick us up. Left at 430 and bus to simpang. Met darling there. Had prata. And bused home. I alighted with darling cause my mother came to pick me up at esso. My mum said i walk like ah lian. That's so wrong! I'm not one ok. -.- She also ask me who was that beside me. I replied her, i dont know that person la. Lol. My sister laugh. =3 Went to the airport. We waited for my father like idiots la. Fact is, he already went home. He didn't know that we're going to pick him up. So waste our time la!

Yesterday, went aiport macs to study with the clique. I didn't really study, i get so distracted easily. Hilda and sherie kept dancing to the song toyko drift. Super funny la! And we play stupid games. Left the airport at around 6plus. Headed down to tampines mall with hilly. Bought my converse shoe and walked around tamp. Shopping at ntuc is e x c i t i n g. =) Reached home at around 8plus. Heheh. Bathe and plong in to bed. =)

Airport again on friday. =3

London Bridges.

Now i really want to buy three things.
- Newurbanmale shirt.
- 'Cartunista' flip flop. (newurbanmale)
- Fleshimp skirt.

But, i've no money. ): Lol. Yesterday i went tampines mall to find my mother. Cause i thought of buying the giodarno ladies shorts. But aiyah, don't feel like anymore. My mum says its not worth. So i waited for her to blow finish her hair. Went to Qiji to eat. I had popiah. Nice nice. =] Walked around and went home. While my mother and her friend took a cab to greatworld. I've just started to play a new game. Audition. Exams are round the corner and i'm still playing. -.- I need some motivations, and wake up.

If you show me real love, baby I'll show you mine.
Baby, I'm perfect for you.

You are so farked up.

So if its a trouble meeting me, then FORGET IT.

Everyday you're playing your that stupid maple and neglecting me. One day, meassages are less then 20. If you think i'm ok with it, you're so farking wrong. Now, I feel like banging my head on the wall.

ALRIGHT. I don't want to continue, it just spoils my mood so badly. Now i really envy rhoda. Argh.

I want to be a happy child.

I'll make this simple and short. I'm so lazy to even blog man.

- Went to school.
- I woke her up by my message. =x
- Had lessons as per norm.

Actually there's nothing funny happened today. Its a super boring plus tiring day for me. And Miss Juju(juliana) said rhoda and i are childish. Cause we laugh and laugh. -.- Whatever.

You light up my life.
Hugs.

I'm slipping off the edge.
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again.



Half of the time I pretend that I'm fine and I keep it inside.

Nothing is for certain, but there's one thing that i know ; never underestimate what love can do. I just want to show you even though there are no guarantees. Love is unpredictable. If you intellectualise the meaning of this fate you may never know what we could find.
BAAAAHHH!

Sentosa with hilly was fab. =) Met her at 10am at bedok. We trained down to harbourfront and bought food to have it at sentosa. I tanned for like half an hour only. Cause the sun is really hot and i'm perspiring like mad. Haha. Bathe at around 1plus. We sat the tram to silso beach. Oh, i bought the billabong handphone keychain already. =) Waited for rhoda and peijin to arrive. We had sakae buffet. Haha. Hilda was so damn funny la, she take the sushi but she only ate the ingredient and stuff the rice into the greentea can. Like wth. Haha. And i must say the service there really suck. They are super slow even though they are so free. Left sakae at around 5 plus. We went to sit the chairlift and ludge ride. So fun la. Haha. Reached home at around 8. I am so tiredd. Argh. Sentosa again after the n's. =]

----edit.

Met baby, her bro and clarence at pasir ris mrt station. Then along came pig and vince. Walked to marina square. Suppose to have yuki yaki for dinner but never mind. Shall have it another time. =) Went to kenny rogers to eat instead. Food there was not too bad. Heh. Caught the movie 'Little Man'. Its hilarious la ok. Lol. Afterwhich, sat at macs to slack. Reached home at around 11plus. I'm so boreeeeeeeeeed now.

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts, across an open field.

What can I say amidst your eyes? Nothing more.
What can a love song provide? Nothing more.
Words are a lovely try for something more.
And I want to give to you,
give to you more than a love song can give,
more than a feeling like this,
more than a dim light upon the path you walk,
more than my words can explain,
more than the falling rain,
more than the sun shines upon your lovely face
You show me where, you show me where I used to be.
You bring me there. And this is the life to seek: something more.
And I want to give to you.

Firstly, Happy sweet 16th birthday to HILDA. Here's a picture of her. -points down.


Went tampines' swensen to celebrate leelee's birthday. Walked around tampines mall, then a few of them went to pierce their ears. Afterwhich, some went home and left daphne, melody, sheire, der, debrah and i. We went starbucks to slack. Nice talking to them la. They are so funny. Ha. And amanda abuse me. =( Her gf will be covered with bruises next time. Lol. =x Left there at 7plus. Home sweet home after. Heh.

2 papers down, theres still many many more to go. Did i mention that i focus more on chapter 3 for social. So pissed with myself. Lucky i studied chapter 2, but not so intense. And i screwed up my paper! Sadded. =( Here are my plans, friday off to sentosa with hilly and saturday out with baby to marina square. Hah. =)

I've got many many photos to upload. Grrr.
And do click on the google ads under my links. =)

The clique. (:
The clique. (:
My hair is brown ? And there's a ghost beside me. -.- (concluded by amandaa.)
Darling and elel.
Elsie acting retarded.

It's undenible that we should be together. It's unbelievable how I used to say that I'd fall never.
One, you're like a dream come true.
Two, just wanna be with you.
Three, girl its plain to see.
That you're the only one for me.
And four, repeat steps one through three.
Five, make you fall in love with me.
If ever I believe my work is done,
Then I start back at one.

I cherish you.

I'm going to "close" this blog for the time being. Its time consuming and ya ta ya ta. Update when 'N's over. Till then. =] Twahtwah.

p/s: I love my girlfriend. I love my girlfriend. I love my girlfriend. I love my girlfriend.

And i hope it rains now. Haha. So random.

Supposed to go junction8 yesterday la! But baby woke up so frigging late. -.- She's a farker. =] Met her at tamp at 730. Caught the movie, Love wrecked. Some parts are hilarious. Not too bad a show. Went to have dinner at sakae. I admit i ate a lot. Too many that i can't finish. =x Haha. Wanted to stroll at changi beach. In the end, Sat 29 till changi v. and bus back to my house. Didn't even alight at changi v. So stupid. Sat at the park with baby. Then reached home at around 12plus. Baby slept over at my house till 6plus. Yupp. =]
I want to buy a new bag. So where do i go to get a nice bag and its in white colour. And material wise -- pvc.

I know of a creature, who gives off rancid smell.

p/s : Thanks ah bang and pj. =]

Some people just don't have the initiative and needs to be taught what to do. I'm ever more happier. =]

I'm waiting for baby to wake up! I wanna go shopping. =[

Omg. Didn't accept money was the past, now i do alright. Since you are the one who is late, jolly well pay. Less one friend doesn't matter to me. You know what, i can't be bothered anymore. Cause its literally over. Just continue to blab what you want to say. I would glady appreciate. =] Meet rhoda in the moring. Was late. Sorry ah bang. =] Had our breakfast and walked quickly to school. Yup yup. I just failed by one mark for accounts la! -.- Anyway, was rather lethargic in class. After school we headed to century to eat. Had sakae, a filling one. Haha. Walked around ntuc and home sweet home. Baby's coming over to my house now. Yeah. =]

I love you.

One must learn to appreciate friends. The term friends speaks a thousand words. Friends don't take advantages of your another friend. -- (don't make any sense huh?) One must learn to share. I'm appyling this to someone, someone who is not appreciative and keeps taking. You must learn to give and take. And i'm not someone who you can take advantage of. Change for the better please.

Cab to school again. I think i cabbed to school the whole week la! Well, almost. And i have to always fork out 10bucks. Tsktsk. And Baby complained. How great. I'm going to school with rhoda from tomorrow onwards! -Smiles widely. This saves me 10bucks per day. =x And breakfast with the xiongz at 88 tomorrow morn. And movie with hilda and rhoda after school. I'll be so shagged after that. Haha. After school went for accounts tuition. Ended at around 4plus. We went to play swing again. Haha. This time laura pushed me. She anyhow push me till i hit rhoda's leg. Haha. =x Ran for bus number 2 la. Omg. How pai seh can that be. Lol. And watched tv. My parents are going cruise tml! Haha. I'm so bored now. Sighs.

Three little birds, sat on my window. And they told me I don't need to worry. Summer came like cinnamon. So sweet, little girls double-dutch on the concrete. Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song. Dadadadada, and goes on.

Someone send me put your records on lehhh! =[

Burn, burn, burn.

I'm reek of the incense paper smell. I've yet to bathe la, hee. I'm lazy. I stand there burning paper for practically 1hour la! -.- Goodness gracious. Many things happened recently. Like baby makes me highly irritated. =x And thus, i've no mood to talk to her. Ok, this makes no sense. =] My bill is like hundred plus ?! -.- Omg. But my dad haven see yet. Its been on the table for days ar. Heh. Ok. Today, cab to school. Talking about cab, it cost me 10bucks on cab practically everyday. I don't know what to say. Next monday onwards, i'm going to school with rhoda! =] And lessons today were such a boreeee.

I should have said I loved you.

My dear girl, here's a love sandwhich for you.

1. To make a love sandwich: First you need bread. The kind wif the romantic things you said. Then add a sprinkle of gladness. But, pick out the sadness cause it leaves a sour aftertaste.
2. Put it in a bowl with loads of Trust and Respect and mix it into a fine paste. Spread evenly along one romantic slice, things should start to look quite nice. Now, add a whole bunch of hugs and kisses.The kind that include extra wishes.
3. Season with a cup of togetherness, try hard not to make a mess. Combine Friendship, Companionship, and get a relationship. Place it all on the bread and make sure it's evenly spread.
4. Now take a great big bite. You say it doesn't taste just right? What do you do? I'll give you a clue: The missing ingredient, the best part


is you! =]

Haha. I'm just so bored la! Grrrr.

If this is just a fairytale that will never happen, then let me continue dreaming. I wanna be in this world with only just you and i. Having you in my arms and spending the rest of my days with you is all that i'm asking for.

Just had my template changed. Credit goes to glynis, but i have to take it off cause i don't like having other names appearing on the picture. Yup. So my apologies to glynis. Town-ed yesterday with my paernts. Walked around till my leg damn suan la. Haha. Mummy so nice, bought me 2 zara tops.





Haha. =] Saw xiong bearbear at lucky plaza. Then reached home around 10. Baby came over to my house around 11. Yup. And went home at 1 i think. Yup. Thats all. =]