I hate to face reality.
It just pains me to lose someone who is so special to me. I know sooner or later we have to part. We can't be together forever. But i'm really thankful to you. You picked me up when i was at my weakest. You taught me many many things. Somethings that i was clueless about. You even made the effort to come all the way to my house, even during midnight. Brought congee to my house when i was terribly sick. Accomapany me to sleep or even stay with me during the night.
What i wanted, you'll buy for me, give it to me. Vice versa. I didn't play my part being your gf. All i did was keep throwing tantrums at you. Sometimes i restrain myself. And sometimes when i'm sad, angry, i vent it all on you. You, obviously, weren't happy. You let me bite you, hit you when i was sad. I really appreciate it. I won't forgot all the happy moments we had together. I also thought i won't find someone else better after the breakup with her. But i did found one, it was you. You light up my life with brilliant colours. How i whish i can turn back time, but i can't. Whatever it is; You'll always be someone important to me. Sorry for all the hurt caused.
I'm ready for any decision you make.
I can't stop crying! Sigh.
History is going to repeat itself.