YAY. Reminiscing childhood. Feeling like a little girl once more. Wheeeeee.


dogs eat grass, they do they do. lol.


You're my sexy love.

Alright. That picture was wonderfully drawn, not by Yvonne. Haha. Aiya, its the thought that counts. =) School was alright. But one message just spoiled everything. I tried to hold back my tears, but couldn't. I felt so embarrassed. ''Sorry baby.'' I don't think I need your apologies. When everything is my fault.

Digressing, Hilda just slam the door without noticing my arm was there. ''Bang'', my skin tored. Ok, not so kua zhang lah. Its only a small part. ): But it hurts ok. Skipped Chinese supp class. Didn't felt like going ? So headed down to tamp with Mab, Rhoda and Hilda. Had lunch and home sweet home. Carol and I had a bet. I'm so sure she'll lose. And ultimately, she'll be the one presenting me with lollis.

C, Imy.

I'm taking a step back.

You are the littleboy made for me in the stars. In the stars, that's why I can't let you go. The little boy made for me in the stars. That's why I love you more the further I go. And before this existence you were always there. Waiting for me. You are, the realest thing I know.

Nelly Furtado - All things come to an end

Honestly what will become of me
Don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is dandy
We are what we don't see
Miss everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

Footprints in the sand.

One night I had a dream. I was walking along the beach with Lord, and across the skies flashed scenes from my life. On each scene I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand. One was mine, and one was the Lord's. When the last scene of my life appeared before me, I looked back at the footprints in the sand, and, to my surprise, I noticed that many times along the path of my life there was only one set of footprints. And I noticed that it was at lowest and saddest times in my life, asked the Lord about it: "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you would walk with my all the way. But I notice that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why you left my side when I needed you the most". The Lord said: "My precious child, I never left you during your time of trial. Where you see only one set of footprints, I was carrying you."


My tummy is rambly for something sweet. Perhaps a honey treat. (only hilda knows this, right?) Laughs.


I love you so. ):

I'm redundant. Right right right ? Blahh. Waiting for time to pass quickly. Lol.


You are my sunshine My only sunshine You make me happy When skies are grey You'll never know dear How much I love you Please don't take my sunshine away

Everythings my fault lah. I'm such a inept gf. So useless till i can't do anything. I gave my best already. Really.

I thought you were my fairytale.
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star that's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings
With the truth
When there was me and you

I so don't feel like going school tml! Thought of skipping school tml, but i've got accounts test. How great. And we'll be going for tp's open house lah. This is the second time?! Boring like .. no comments. Went city hall with hilda. And had dinner at billy's. Alright. And i waited for the bus for like half an hour?! I was so farking pissed lah! Omg. Now, i don't even feel like doing my lit. I'm having a headache. Heartache. Backache.


I'm sorry for being so rude. I'm sorry for flaring up at you. I'm sorry for ending your call. I was grouchy and crabby. I was worn-out. But all you could do was just to irritate me with questions about the guys talking in the background. I didn't mean it, sorry.


So farked up!

If I told you
I loved you
Would it move you enough
To even act as if you've heard?

If I said I was leaving
Would you still find a reason
To ignore my every word?

I think I'm still in a honeymoon period. I just can't get started. As in start to mug real hard. And this year, is a crucial year for me. Someone help me can. =( I always come home so shagged and worn-out. Till I'm in no mood to cram. SIGHS. Eeeee. Mosquito bites! =( Stop biting me lah! RAHHHH.


Iloveyou!

Journey through together;
Dearest, thanks for everything. I really appreciate it. Regardless of the quarrels we had, you still loved me unconditionally. Maybe I wasn't aware of what you did for me, but I realized it just. Perhaps, I was just so caught up with myself. You, who is willing to sacrifice your sleeping time just to send me to school. Doing things just to please me. The way you called me retarded although I don't like it. And start to beat you upon hearing that. The way you hook your hand over mine up on the bus. How you like to change song whenever I'm listening to it and telling you not to change, you still did. GRRRR. Preparing breakfast for me, when I requested for it. The way you pretend to be heated and look away whenever I turn to you. The way you act like a little small boy. Lol. Well, I'm thankful to have you. Someone so special and dear to me. I want a lifetime with you ok? Love you.


I want to get so many new things! Lol. Headed to tamp with hilda today and met mable and victoria after. Went lp to have our dinner and started talking about the commerce proj. -.- Cabbed home with hilda and mable after. ARGH. Gonna start on my homework now. Sighs.


Mel & Rhoda: You two cheer up ok! =)

Headed down to town yesterday with two darlings. Hilda and mable. =) Had lunch at Fareast. Our lunch was sure to be pricey eh! Walked around Fareast and down to Lucky plaza. Cause Hilda wants to buy her stuffs. Hmmm. Afterwhich we went to heeren, took prints. Along came mable friend. Down to wisma and we went our separate ways. I'm still considering whether to get either the flesh imp or the check bag. And I think I'll settle for the check bag though its 90bucks! Sighs.

But some times I just felt I could give up.

I feel like giving up. ARGH.



Irreplaceable
To the left
To the left



Baby i need you here; now, but you're walking away. SIGHS.

You got my temperature rising like El-Nin Yo.



Bee, JE VOUS AIME.

Thank you love. For everything that you did. You never fail to make me smile. Take for example, today. You surprised me. And did I tell you I like surprises!? Lol. I was really flabbergasted when I saw you. Glad that you made the effort to come all the way down at an earthly hour. Laughs. I love you!

Alright. I am really tired today, cause I slept kinda late yesterday. And I don't practice that often. So silly called me up. Okay. Cabbed to school with additional appendage of two bread. Started school right. After school, went to the coffee shop to have lunch with the wonderful girlfriends. We were late for the self-study thingy. And Mrs Joseph make a big ruckus out of it. Apparently, we are to change our skirts, that's what the school rules says! Ludicrous can! I can imagine myself in that skirt looking retarded. Laughs. Went home after, of course. Too weary to go anywhere. Blah. Camp Corri! =) Sorry, I'm too keyed up.
My wish, to hug you all night.

If I wrote you a symphony
Just to say how much you mean to me
What would you do?

If I told you, you were beautiful
Would you date me on the regular?
Tell me would you?

So where's the contract that you said you'll do up.

YOU'RE OH SO SWEET CAN. TSK.

Was the decision i made right? Cause it doesn't seem to reflect upon you that with me or not, it doesn't matter. I hope i'm not making the wrong decision. Sighs.

More vodka please.

Last cry and you'll be out of my mind.

SIGHS. Met ht, eileen, lt, edmund, amanda and a guy at tamp today. They are funny bunch of people. At least they cheered me up. Then later eileen went home with me. The things bottled inside me i told her. Heh. Sighs. And since i said i wanna drink, she gave me a bottle of vodka. Thanks girl. RAHHHHHH. I'm so not in the mood to blog. =( Sighs.

I swear that this made me h o t.

From next week onwards, school ends at 3.30. Practically everyday! Except tuesdays. I so don't like it! Yesterday mab and hilly came my house. I bathe and change and out we went. Headed to tamp. Bought books and grab a bite at pasta mania. Met my mum first too. After which, i met you. You amaze me. Out later. asdfghjkl

Thank God i found you.

Its only the second day of school and there's homework already. RAHHHHHH. Okay. Only one subject though. Which is literature! kksnafjksdhfjsdf. I don't wanna read the text. I'll have to squint my eyes. Can someone just slap me!? I look forward for tml. =) And i shall be a good girl later. Take out my lit text and read! Catching a flick tml, hopefully.

Brighter than sunshine.

=) happy as it is;


Alright. Suppose to have breakfast in the morning before going to school. But.. rhoda and i took the second bus. So YA. Obviously if we ate we'll be late. Lol. Yupp. I got caught for my hair. ): Sighs. I'm lazy to dye back though i've already bought dye. Good for hilda, she didn't get caught though its pretty obvious! LOL. So today did nothing just wrote a chinese compo and thats all. Finally got to see you. I'm so happpppy! Muahahha. Tamp with hilda and mel. And bus home with mel. Ok. I shall do my hair now. Pfftttt.

Thanks for everything. (:

And when the symphony plays, I feel my feet

Lifting from underneath, you grab my hand

Spin me around and right before I fall

You catch me and you say, baby, it'll be okay

Just look into my eyes and we will make another day

If only I could wake up every morning to see you beside me

I met one lovely only. Ya. So i bought a top for someone and and headed to popular to get my pens. And i feel like complaining! Lol. Aren't we staffs suppose to collect our salary promptly?! I've never gotten mine promptly before. I've to bug the person bug and bug. Is this how it should be? Maybe they are cheating my money. YA. And i've got a call from an unknown, i thought it was. I answered and the person mumbled some stuff which i can't hear. Something to do with singtel. So i thought i didn't pay bill. Ok. The person was talking in 'AngMoh' slang. SO YA. I was kinda irritated at first. Then the person start to laugh. I was like huh?! And the caller was clarence chua! OMG. Its super lame la. But its kinda funny. Hahahaha. Ok. Whatever. There's school tmr. SIGHS!


ily, sweets. =)

Ok. Back from taiwan. Many photos to upload but i'm lazy to post it. Sighs. The things there are farking !@#$%^&. I hate to shop there cause its especially crowded. =( Anyway, i'm very lazy to update. Sighs. I had fun with them! =) As in dad's colleagues. They are funny people. And there's a boy called keith. He is cute! Eh, he's only primary 2. So yahhhh. Sighhhhs. I'm farking pissed! RAHHHHHHHHHHH. Goodbye.