Finally got to meet Baby yesterday. I've been such a naughty girl, I gave school a miss. =( Went to fetch him up and we headed to tamp(as usual). I'm rather sick of that place. I said I'm sick of that place, but strangely, I'd still been going there for plentiful of times. Prolly because its near my place. Caught Norbit. That flick is a total bore lah. It was a waste of money, really. I wanna catch Epic movie the next time. Baby decided to have dinner at Airport's Swensen. And guess what, Swensen was crowded with people. As a result, we just settled for Macs. Rah. And something happened. No, I won't divulge. Reached home around 11plus cause I stubbornly didn't want to alight at my stop. Sat all the way to Changi Village. No lah, actually I wanna spend more time with Baby. Laughs. Alright, need to prepare myself now. I'm going to my cousin house and Long Beach at night. Uncle's treating. Whahaha. =)


I want to make you the happiest person ever.

I.Love.You


A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
Your finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

God did answer my prayer. I'm recovering so well now. Hello baby, I wanna watch Norbit! Lol. Chinese New Year doesn't seem like Chinese New Year to me at all. Places I went to, didn't have the Chinese New Year atmosphere. Guess last year was much better whereby we get to gamble and win money. Real money hor! Duh. Sighs. I miss bf so damn much lah. I want to see you soon ok ? =) Why not, now. Hmmm. Lol.


Hao ai hao ai ni oh.

Dear God,

Please heal me from the flu and sore throat I'm having now. Its been three days already. I want to get away from this uncomfortable-ness. This feeling had never been good. ): Amen.

Love, Me.


Been meeting Baby since wednesday? Haha. Yesterday went to consult doctor and headed to tamp to watch movie. Wanted to catch Epic Moive, but but but, the timing not right plus its crowded with so many people. So we watched Just Follow Law(?!). Comical and amusing enough. After which went to meet my mum and sister. Had our nails done. Mummy bought new phone lor. So unfair! I wanna change my phone too, soon. Lol. Bet they will even allow. Hmpf. Had dinner at Jack's Place. The service there sucks lah! They are super unpolished. Headed home at around ten. Yeah. Gramm's coming over later. Rahh. I wonder what is Baby doing ? ):


Ily.

RAH RAH RAH.


Happy Valentine's Day to one and all. (:
I love my baby.

I fell sick at the later part of the day. I felt so heavy and giddy. Sighs. Thought Baby could at least comfort me. But it turned out to another way round. Now he is ignoring me for asking him to go away ? Fact is. I hate it so much. But he just continues after messaging him four times. I'm sick and I had to pacify him. A girl with fever can. Sighs. I somehow just can't get your care and concern huh. But still, I'm so damn sorry for asking you go away. Don't feel like going to school tml! I'm burning hot. ): But there's standard test tml which I had yet to study. FARK. Sighs.


I love you.

I'm so annoyed can. RAHHHHH. !@#$%^&* Forgive me. Hilda understands what I'm going through now cause I’ve been droning to her all day. =(


You say you're looking for happiness
But when it comes, you runaway from it
You tell yourself you don't deserve it
There's not much more that I can do
Now the rest is up to youUntil you love yourself, you'll never change
You'll keep on runningUntil you deal with today

Kiss Goodnight.



=(

A wonderful day isn't it? Met baby at town. Haven been seeing him for like ages due to his hectic schedules. =( RAH. He bought me a watch from stamps and a levis belt. Now, we've got couple watch. Laughs. Thanks darling, I’m loving it ok. =) Trained down to tamp with him and had our dinner. I left to meet lee lee. Caught MissPotter. I don't really like it, but over all its watchable. Bought stuffs and home sweet home. Tired can!

I love you. =)

E : A good kisser.
S : Easy to fall in Love.
L : Loved by eveyone.
Y : One of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for.
N : Dead sexy.
N : Dead sexy.
HAHA. Another bulletin.


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Because every breath that you will take when you are sitting next to me will bring life into my deepest hopes.

Today was the collection of 'O' level results. So perplexing, I don’t even know if I want to continue studying. I'm not ready to put that bountiful effort into studies. Yet, I don't want to waste one year of nothing. I need someone to motivate me to study can! I don't want to blubber when I'm collecting results next year. =( Eslynn, buck up.. RAH. I regret not going parkway to meet my mum. All of a sudden I just feel like snipping off my 'long long' hair. I'm at home alone la! And I'm so going on a diet. I misss youuuuu. Sighs. It seems like this is the first time i recieve such treatment. -pouts


"Stay with me."


What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow and each road leads you where you want to go. If you're faced with the choice and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. If one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walking till you find the window. If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile. My wish for you is that this life becomes all that you want it to. Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small. You never need to carry more than you can hold and while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you. Very much.

Say it right, like you mean it.

I wanted so much to ask you to stay, but I know I can't.
I'm such a hopeless girl who is so much in love with you.
So many mistakes I've made. I'm sorry.



-


SIGHS. ='(


Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark

This whole week is covered with tests. Test and more test. Faints. Candidly speaking, I think that Chen Wei Hong is not a qualified Chinese teacher. Maybe she has what it takes to be a Chinese teacher. But, still I don’t think she is good. She should just be in charge of the lower sec. She has no way to handle us. All she does is flash the answer on the visualiser and let us copy. What’s the point lah! Might as well we do something more purposeful and not just sit there and copy answer. She ravages plenty of time to get us settled. She has this irritating look on her face, and the more I see her the more I hate her. HMPF.

-

Sometimes, I feel that I’m too childish for you. =( But I don’t care. I love you gorgeous.


FIREWORKS.
I know, you know, that I know you love me.

Sometimes, I just want to dump myself in the rubbish bin.
Sometimes, I wish a car would run me down.
Sometimes, I wish I was a little smarter.
Sometimes, I wish I can stay out late.
Sometimes, I wish upon a falling star.



I'm better off dead.

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Yue kan yue shun yan. Laughs. - only hilda and rhoda understands right ? =)

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Pissed to the max.

Where do I start? How do I start?


Sighs. I hate myself for loving you too much. I really do. I reckon that I’ve only myself to blame. For not being able to let you go or even the faculty to overlook you. This affair isn’t just like the others I had back. Its so diverse. You asked me to forget you. You jolly well know its almost not viable. My heart; like a thousands of sharp object knife-like through. I’m not going to ask you to stay anymore.


Out to raffles city later with mum and sister.
Argh. She's pissing me off. Good riddance.


What's it like up on the other side of the clouds?

My Only One.

Late afternoon, headed to marina square with Rhoda. Shopped till 6plus and left to tamp to meet Hilda. Had dinner at pasta mania. Went to play bishi bashi. =) Fun. Argh, what a spoiled day.

I feel like im such a let down. Sighs.

I wanna shout out to the whole world that;
I love you so so so so farking much.

Yesterday was magnificent. Except for one thing, Rhoda and I were late. If only we could jaywalk then we wouldn't be late. And I must say Mrs Chong is so farked up. Argh. No biology test cause the class protested for quite long ? Some showed dissatisfaction. Which somehow could be so annoying. Had POA supp class after school. Imagine this.

Mdm kee : girls you're late.
Hilda, Rhoda and I : we're not late, we reached the same time as you.
Mdm Kee : -rushes to open the door first- to prove that we are late.
Hilda : -pushes Mdm kee with her hands-
Mdm Kee : how dare you, Hilda!


Lol. I was aghast by what Hilda did. But it was so comical. Afterwhich bathe and changed and went to look for the boy. Its so not me to be there without you asking me to be. He doesn't believe that I waited for him alone. Sometimes I just feel like slapping him. Argh. Love la love.

Anyway, lollipop is my love! Its Rhoda and Hilda's love too. We are love rivals. Digressing, Lolli is such a H-e-r-o. =)


I want piggyback! -pouts.
That night at the beach.

I don't know how to start thanking the Lord, for blessing me with such a sweet little boy. Someone that I didn't know from the start. Now, became a part of me. Being with you, never had been any better. You taught me so many things, that I start to learn. Never to take things for granted. We must know how to give and take. Adapting to your everyday life is new to me. On the contrary, I'm willing to try. When I'm with you, you make me feel like as if Im still a small girl. Haha. I like and miss that feeling. I like it when you feed me. I like it when you lock your hands with mine. I like it when you plant kisses on my forehead. I like it when you hug me from the back. I like it when you call me darling. I like it when you hold my hands tight. I like it when you tickle me, sometimes though. I like it when you make me laugh. I like it when you laugh at my silly and lame jokes. I like it when you surprise me outside my house. I like it when you prepare breakfast for me, feel so loved. I like it when we argue about ludicrous stuffs. I like every single detail about us. Being with you has been a bountiful experience.
I love you. Every single facet about you, I love.

-

Had science physics practical today after school. After which tamp-ed with hilda, rhoda and mable. We started talking about the past and present. Omg. There's like two upcoming test tml which is english and biology. I've yet to study. Sighs. =( How I wish I'm intelligent, intelligent till I need no studying. Lol. Ok. Goodbye.

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